These passed 2 months, I’ve made some stupid fucking choices in life… Like I am surprised I was able to give up smoking cigarettes. Like the choices I’ve mad eat at me all day. And I’m already going through so fucking much in life. And I just add and add to the pain. I hate the life I am living right now. Yeah, I have a lot going for me and shit. but, that doesn’t mean anything when I am not truly happy with myself. I am a nice guy, I go out of my way to help others. But, I can’t help myself and that’s something that confuses me everyday. I can give people life advice. But, I can’t follow my own advice Everyone thinks I am this perfect human being. But, I am not.. I am no where near it. And I think only my tumblr followers know this. And I love all of you guys for being here and sending me sweet messages. You guys are for real number one. I get so depressed and I hate it and I can’t help it. But, then I come on here and I feel better. Because, I can vent and not be judged for it.